Friday, July 24, 2009
THE OCEAN SONG
THERE IS STILL THE OCEAN.
THERE IS STILL THE SKY, I AM HERE STILL FULLY ALIVE.
SO MUCH LEFT STILL TO GIVE,HUNDREDS OF SOULS YET TO SEE.
UNTIL THEY MEET THE REAL ME.
LAUGHTER AND LIGHT NOW FILL MY ROOM.
FOR I KNOW DEEP DOWN YOU HAVE FINALLY BLOOMED.
LIFE LEASONS WERE FINALLY LEARNED.
NOW COMES MY TURN, SO IMPORTAINT TO GET IT RIGHT.
ONCE IS ENOUGH WITH THIS LIFE.
TWO WILL EVENTUALLY RETURN
BUT FOR NOW ONE MUST BECOME WHO ONE WAS TO BE.
COPYRIGHT2008 HALLORAN PRODUCTIONS
WRITTEN FOR JOHN MULCAHEY, (MY BEST FRIEND NOW IN HEAVEN)
THERE IS STILL THE SKY, I AM HERE STILL FULLY ALIVE.
SO MUCH LEFT STILL TO GIVE,HUNDREDS OF SOULS YET TO SEE.
UNTIL THEY MEET THE REAL ME.
LAUGHTER AND LIGHT NOW FILL MY ROOM.
FOR I KNOW DEEP DOWN YOU HAVE FINALLY BLOOMED.
LIFE LEASONS WERE FINALLY LEARNED.
NOW COMES MY TURN, SO IMPORTAINT TO GET IT RIGHT.
ONCE IS ENOUGH WITH THIS LIFE.
TWO WILL EVENTUALLY RETURN
BUT FOR NOW ONE MUST BECOME WHO ONE WAS TO BE.
COPYRIGHT2008 HALLORAN PRODUCTIONS
WRITTEN FOR JOHN MULCAHEY, (MY BEST FRIEND NOW IN HEAVEN)
STAIRS AND STARS
STAIRS AND STARS
AS I SIT I BEGIN TO WRITE,MY WORDS FLOW JUST LIKE THE SEA.
JUST LIKE YOU AND ME.
I CAN STILL SEE THE BURNING SUN.
AND RUN AROUND AT NIGHT, AROUND THE MOON.
I STILL LOOK FOR YOU WHEN I GO PAST YOUR ROOM.
RUN DOWN THE HALLWAY, UP THE STAIRS TO THE STARS.
UNTIL I FIND YOU I WILL NEVER STOP.
I LOOK FOR YOU IN A BRAND NEW DAY.
EVEN IN NEW MAGIC WAYS
OR JUST AFTER IT SNOWS OR RAINS.
IN THE FLOWERS WHEN SPRING FINALLY COMES.
AND EVEN IN MY DARKEST HOURS SPENT WITHOUT YOU.
NO LONGER IN MY LIFE, I NOW SOMETIMES THINK TWICE.
EVERYTHING I THOUGHT I KNEW.
NOW BECOMES RIDDLED WITH CLUES FROM OUR PAST.
WILL IT ALL LEAD ME TO THE PATH I MUST CHOOSE.
OR IN THE END WHAT WILL I LOSE.
MY LOVE FOR YOU REMAINS INTACT
MY LOVE FOR YOU IS EXACT
AND AS I STARE OUT THE WINDOWS I STILL HEAR THE RAIN.
FOR JOHN MULCAHEY
WRITTEN BY TIMOTHY H MCSWEEGAN
COPYRIGHT2008 HALLORAN PRODUCTIONS
AS I SIT I BEGIN TO WRITE,MY WORDS FLOW JUST LIKE THE SEA.
JUST LIKE YOU AND ME.
I CAN STILL SEE THE BURNING SUN.
AND RUN AROUND AT NIGHT, AROUND THE MOON.
I STILL LOOK FOR YOU WHEN I GO PAST YOUR ROOM.
RUN DOWN THE HALLWAY, UP THE STAIRS TO THE STARS.
UNTIL I FIND YOU I WILL NEVER STOP.
I LOOK FOR YOU IN A BRAND NEW DAY.
EVEN IN NEW MAGIC WAYS
OR JUST AFTER IT SNOWS OR RAINS.
IN THE FLOWERS WHEN SPRING FINALLY COMES.
AND EVEN IN MY DARKEST HOURS SPENT WITHOUT YOU.
NO LONGER IN MY LIFE, I NOW SOMETIMES THINK TWICE.
EVERYTHING I THOUGHT I KNEW.
NOW BECOMES RIDDLED WITH CLUES FROM OUR PAST.
WILL IT ALL LEAD ME TO THE PATH I MUST CHOOSE.
OR IN THE END WHAT WILL I LOSE.
MY LOVE FOR YOU REMAINS INTACT
MY LOVE FOR YOU IS EXACT
AND AS I STARE OUT THE WINDOWS I STILL HEAR THE RAIN.
FOR JOHN MULCAHEY
WRITTEN BY TIMOTHY H MCSWEEGAN
COPYRIGHT2008 HALLORAN PRODUCTIONS
A MILLION TEARS
A MILLION TEARS
A MILLION TEARS
TWO MILLION FEARS
WHAT NOW TO BRING YOU NEAR
HOW MANY HELLO'S
ADDED UP TO OUR LAST GOODBYE?
I STILL SEE YOUR FACE
WHEN I LOOK TO THE SKY!
EVERY BEGINNING COMES TO AN END.
NOW I LIVE IN BETWEEN MY LINES.
WHAT I WRITE NOW CAN BE SPOKEN
NO ONE CAN FIX WHAT HAS BEEN BROKEN
CLOSE MY EYES AND I BEGIN TO DREAM.
MY SOUL AT LAST DRIFTING DOWN A STREAM.
COPYRIGHT2008 WRITTEN BY TIMOTHY H MCSWEEGAN
FOR J.F.M. (MY GUARDIAN ANGEL)
A MILLION TEARS
TWO MILLION FEARS
WHAT NOW TO BRING YOU NEAR
HOW MANY HELLO'S
ADDED UP TO OUR LAST GOODBYE?
I STILL SEE YOUR FACE
WHEN I LOOK TO THE SKY!
EVERY BEGINNING COMES TO AN END.
NOW I LIVE IN BETWEEN MY LINES.
WHAT I WRITE NOW CAN BE SPOKEN
NO ONE CAN FIX WHAT HAS BEEN BROKEN
CLOSE MY EYES AND I BEGIN TO DREAM.
MY SOUL AT LAST DRIFTING DOWN A STREAM.
COPYRIGHT2008 WRITTEN BY TIMOTHY H MCSWEEGAN
FOR J.F.M. (MY GUARDIAN ANGEL)
UPSIDE DOWN WORLD
upside down world
keep spinning my way
crazy world make me want to stay
emptiness turns to me
embrace my mistakes
and stay
my life was always my own
my life is still precious just like all the love i have left to give
stay with me angel till my end
light my way
i can still pray.
copyright 2008 halloran productions,written by timothy h mcsweegan
for j.f.m.
keep spinning my way
crazy world make me want to stay
emptiness turns to me
embrace my mistakes
and stay
my life was always my own
my life is still precious just like all the love i have left to give
stay with me angel till my end
light my way
i can still pray.
copyright 2008 halloran productions,written by timothy h mcsweegan
for j.f.m.
STILL THE SEA
THERE IS STILL THE SEA.
DEEP DOWN INSIDE,THERE IS STILL ME.
THROUGH THE HURT COMES WISDOM.
OPEN ALL THE DOORS AND LET IN THE LIGHT.
LISTEN CLOSELY WHEN YOU TAKE FLIGHT.
ONE YEAR HAS COME AND GONE.
I SOMEHOW FEEL WISER INSIDE.
WISH I KNEW NOW WHAT I DIDNT KNOW THEN
NONE OF THAT MATTERS ANYMORE.
FOR I CAN STILL OPEN MY FRONT DOOR.
LET IN THE LIGHT
SOMEDAY OR NIGHT
MY SOUL TOO WILL TAKE FLIGHT
COPYRIGHT 2008 HALLORAN PRODUCTIONS
TIMOTHY H MCSWEEGAN
FOR JOHN
DEEP DOWN INSIDE,THERE IS STILL ME.
THROUGH THE HURT COMES WISDOM.
OPEN ALL THE DOORS AND LET IN THE LIGHT.
LISTEN CLOSELY WHEN YOU TAKE FLIGHT.
ONE YEAR HAS COME AND GONE.
I SOMEHOW FEEL WISER INSIDE.
WISH I KNEW NOW WHAT I DIDNT KNOW THEN
NONE OF THAT MATTERS ANYMORE.
FOR I CAN STILL OPEN MY FRONT DOOR.
LET IN THE LIGHT
SOMEDAY OR NIGHT
MY SOUL TOO WILL TAKE FLIGHT
COPYRIGHT 2008 HALLORAN PRODUCTIONS
TIMOTHY H MCSWEEGAN
FOR JOHN
TREASURE CHESTS
treasure chests filled with laughter
and love.
now fill in my empty rooms
look at the moon laughing
where the stars used to cry and shine
all the mystical places where love took us.
something came and took you from me.
one day i said i love you.
the next day, i kissed you goodbye.
now i just look to the sky
all my love to you
written by timothy
copyright 2008 halloran productions
and love.
now fill in my empty rooms
look at the moon laughing
where the stars used to cry and shine
all the mystical places where love took us.
something came and took you from me.
one day i said i love you.
the next day, i kissed you goodbye.
now i just look to the sky
all my love to you
written by timothy
copyright 2008 halloran productions
OCEANS OF VIOLETS AND BLUES
oceans of violets and blues
memories of me and you.
your laughter can still be heard
in the back of my mind
we used to run into the night
now you are out of my sight
i sometimes struggle to find sense
at times hide behind my fence
now i write my book
but look what it took
sunsets going down
stars falling to the ground
pick up my crown
and still run around our old town.
memories of me and you.
your laughter can still be heard
in the back of my mind
we used to run into the night
now you are out of my sight
i sometimes struggle to find sense
at times hide behind my fence
now i write my book
but look what it took
sunsets going down
stars falling to the ground
pick up my crown
and still run around our old town.
LETTING GO
LETTING GO
SOMETHING DEEP INSIDE ME.
IS TELLING ME ITS TIME NOW
TO LET YOU GO.
FOR NOW YOU ARE FREE
I WAS SO AFRAID TO LET YOU GO.
BECAUSE OF MY OWN FOOLISH NEEDS.
NOW I KNOW LOVE NEVER DIES.
AND OURS WILL LIVE ON FOREVER.
AND IN A BLINK OF AN EYE.
I NO LONGER ASK WHY?
ACCEPT TODAY AS THE GIFT IT IS.
AND BE THANKFUL FOR THE TIMES WE HAD.
TODAY I CHOOSE TO START LIVING AGAIN.
FILL IN THE CRACKS WITH LOVE AND LIGHT,
FOR I KNOW DEEP DOWN YOUR SOUL HAS TAKEN FLIGHT
COUNT ALL MY BEADS ON
THE ROSARY AROUND MY NECK.
CALL OUT TO THE ANGELS ALL BY NAME.
AND WHEN MY TIME IS FINISHED HERE ON EARTH
WELCOME ME HOME WHERE
WE WILL RUN.
ALL MY LOVE TO J.F.M
08/23/08 (HAPPY 67TH BDAY)
GYPSY ANGEL PRODUCTIONS
2008 TIMOTHY MCSWEEGAN
WRITTEN BY COPYRIGHT2008.
SOMETHING DEEP INSIDE ME.
IS TELLING ME ITS TIME NOW
TO LET YOU GO.
FOR NOW YOU ARE FREE
I WAS SO AFRAID TO LET YOU GO.
BECAUSE OF MY OWN FOOLISH NEEDS.
NOW I KNOW LOVE NEVER DIES.
AND OURS WILL LIVE ON FOREVER.
AND IN A BLINK OF AN EYE.
I NO LONGER ASK WHY?
ACCEPT TODAY AS THE GIFT IT IS.
AND BE THANKFUL FOR THE TIMES WE HAD.
TODAY I CHOOSE TO START LIVING AGAIN.
FILL IN THE CRACKS WITH LOVE AND LIGHT,
FOR I KNOW DEEP DOWN YOUR SOUL HAS TAKEN FLIGHT
COUNT ALL MY BEADS ON
THE ROSARY AROUND MY NECK.
CALL OUT TO THE ANGELS ALL BY NAME.
AND WHEN MY TIME IS FINISHED HERE ON EARTH
WELCOME ME HOME WHERE
WE WILL RUN.
ALL MY LOVE TO J.F.M
08/23/08 (HAPPY 67TH BDAY)
GYPSY ANGEL PRODUCTIONS
2008 TIMOTHY MCSWEEGAN
WRITTEN BY COPYRIGHT2008.
SACRED GHOSTS
AS I SIT IN MY CAR
YOU DO NOT COME
SUN GOING DOWN
MY MOOD BEGINS TO CHANGE
AND WHEN THERES
NOTHING LEFT INSIDE
FOR LIFE TO TAKE AWAY
I OPEN MY EYES
AND SEE A NEW DAY
IN WHAT I THOUGHT I KNEW
AND AS OUR PASTS SLOWLY DRIFT AWAY
LIKE SACRED GHOSTS ON THE HIGHWAY
PAVING MY NEW WAY
I FORGE ON
AND ON THROUGH THE FOG
SUMMER CAME WITHOUT A WARNING
AND NOW BEGINS THE FALL
AND NOW I AM LEFT WITH NO ONE TO STILL CALL.
AND AS I BEGIN TO DIG DEEPER INSIDE
ALL THE PLACES I GOT HURT
FALL TO THE DIRT
NOW I SEE THINGS I NEVER KNEW EXISTED
AND BECAUSE OF YOU
NOW I KNOW
AND BECAUSE OF YOU I CHANGED INTO SOMETHING NEW
FOR JOHN MULCAHEY
GYPSYANGEL PRODUCTIONS2008
YOU DO NOT COME
SUN GOING DOWN
MY MOOD BEGINS TO CHANGE
AND WHEN THERES
NOTHING LEFT INSIDE
FOR LIFE TO TAKE AWAY
I OPEN MY EYES
AND SEE A NEW DAY
IN WHAT I THOUGHT I KNEW
AND AS OUR PASTS SLOWLY DRIFT AWAY
LIKE SACRED GHOSTS ON THE HIGHWAY
PAVING MY NEW WAY
I FORGE ON
AND ON THROUGH THE FOG
SUMMER CAME WITHOUT A WARNING
AND NOW BEGINS THE FALL
AND NOW I AM LEFT WITH NO ONE TO STILL CALL.
AND AS I BEGIN TO DIG DEEPER INSIDE
ALL THE PLACES I GOT HURT
FALL TO THE DIRT
NOW I SEE THINGS I NEVER KNEW EXISTED
AND BECAUSE OF YOU
NOW I KNOW
AND BECAUSE OF YOU I CHANGED INTO SOMETHING NEW
FOR JOHN MULCAHEY
GYPSYANGEL PRODUCTIONS2008
gretchen employee of bdc of the month
I LIKE GRETCHENS STYLE HOW SHE KNOWS HOW TO WORK IT WITH THE BOOTS,
SHES NOT AFRAID OF FASHION YET MAKES BOLD CHOICES NOT JUST ANY ONE COULD MAKE IT WORK.
YOU GOT IT GOING ON GIRL
ROCK ON BDC CHICK OF THE MONTH YOUR FIERCE!!!!!11
SEE GRETCHEN FOR DESIGNER INFORMATION ON THIS GREY COOL FROCK SHE IS ROCKING!!
SHES NOT AFRAID OF FASHION YET MAKES BOLD CHOICES NOT JUST ANY ONE COULD MAKE IT WORK.
YOU GOT IT GOING ON GIRL
ROCK ON BDC CHICK OF THE MONTH YOUR FIERCE!!!!!11
SEE GRETCHEN FOR DESIGNER INFORMATION ON THIS GREY COOL FROCK SHE IS ROCKING!!
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
chakra's and sacred space
The ritual circle, (we are a circle within a circle with no beginning and never ending)
the circle closes between worlds, to mark this sacred space where we come face to face!
Sacred space,once its been delineated, is believed to exist in a "place between the worlds"
a place where there is neutrality, timelessness, and most importaint protection.
our bodies are also a kind of sacred space, at the core of each of our bodies lie the chakras, each of them separate altars to their respective elements. this circle around us allows us a safe place
to open and explore new realms.
the circle around us allows the circles within us to expand and merge with the energies in our ritual. thus charging them with our personal energy. this allows for the magic to work its transformation at the inner core of our being, the circle then becomes the chakra itself.
alive wit hthe energy of magic, turning upon the wheel of life.
7 is the number of chakra;s we each have within us.
chakra one equals the earth it is called the root chakra, grounding and survival is what drives it.
chakra two, equals water is called pleasure chakra, sexuality, tantra, make it spin.
chakra three, equals fire, the power chakra and the wheel burns,
chakra four, equals air, breath the heart of life.
chakra five, equals sound, communicate, throat, vibration.
chakra six, equals light, color, seeing .
chakra seven equals thought the crown knowing, meditation, consciousness.
the circle closes between worlds, to mark this sacred space where we come face to face!
Sacred space,once its been delineated, is believed to exist in a "place between the worlds"
a place where there is neutrality, timelessness, and most importaint protection.
our bodies are also a kind of sacred space, at the core of each of our bodies lie the chakras, each of them separate altars to their respective elements. this circle around us allows us a safe place
to open and explore new realms.
the circle around us allows the circles within us to expand and merge with the energies in our ritual. thus charging them with our personal energy. this allows for the magic to work its transformation at the inner core of our being, the circle then becomes the chakra itself.
alive wit hthe energy of magic, turning upon the wheel of life.
7 is the number of chakra;s we each have within us.
chakra one equals the earth it is called the root chakra, grounding and survival is what drives it.
chakra two, equals water is called pleasure chakra, sexuality, tantra, make it spin.
chakra three, equals fire, the power chakra and the wheel burns,
chakra four, equals air, breath the heart of life.
chakra five, equals sound, communicate, throat, vibration.
chakra six, equals light, color, seeing .
chakra seven equals thought the crown knowing, meditation, consciousness.
Monday, July 20, 2009
SISTER OF THE WEEK KATH
THIS WEEK IS ABOUT MY SISTER KATH, WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN CLOSE I can remember
way back in high school she was a few years ahead of me but she was the coolest even way back then and all the guys had mad crushes on her.
I often tell her she should go into event planning she loves to entertain and party.
I will give her a call on some weekend and in conversation ask her what she is up to, she will respond o I am having over 15 couples for a lobster /steamers dinner party!!
She is an excellent cook and hostess with the mostest she has made several of my birthday
parties magical and fun she makes you feel very welcome in her home.
And in the mother department she forges full steam ahead raising two great children.
She was the first one in my family I felt comfortable enough to come out too way back then
when I WAS ONLY 16 YEARS OLD!!! never judging me only accepting me for me.
I would also like to thank her again for being there for me back in 2006 when I lost john.
A million phone calls later one day I am talking on the phone with her again about signs involving my john and she gently but firmly told me I was stuck and needed to snap out of it, and how john wouldnt like me living this way and to remember I was still alive and my life needed to go on.
She gave me two carved angels I put into my china cabinet in my dining room one has the words (NEW BEGININGS ,ON IT THE OTHER ONE HAS BE HAPPY ON IT) those angels were daily
reminders for me and still when I am having difficult days I look at them and remember how short life can be and to live my life the best I Can.
I am so glad kath and angelina and joseph all came for a visit and we all went to black cat with john before his illness struck happy memories fill my heart.
So kath thanks for all you do and for always being there for me!!
much love 1000 blessings your brother timothy!!!
way back in high school she was a few years ahead of me but she was the coolest even way back then and all the guys had mad crushes on her.
I often tell her she should go into event planning she loves to entertain and party.
I will give her a call on some weekend and in conversation ask her what she is up to, she will respond o I am having over 15 couples for a lobster /steamers dinner party!!
She is an excellent cook and hostess with the mostest she has made several of my birthday
parties magical and fun she makes you feel very welcome in her home.
And in the mother department she forges full steam ahead raising two great children.
She was the first one in my family I felt comfortable enough to come out too way back then
when I WAS ONLY 16 YEARS OLD!!! never judging me only accepting me for me.
I would also like to thank her again for being there for me back in 2006 when I lost john.
A million phone calls later one day I am talking on the phone with her again about signs involving my john and she gently but firmly told me I was stuck and needed to snap out of it, and how john wouldnt like me living this way and to remember I was still alive and my life needed to go on.
She gave me two carved angels I put into my china cabinet in my dining room one has the words (NEW BEGININGS ,ON IT THE OTHER ONE HAS BE HAPPY ON IT) those angels were daily
reminders for me and still when I am having difficult days I look at them and remember how short life can be and to live my life the best I Can.
I am so glad kath and angelina and joseph all came for a visit and we all went to black cat with john before his illness struck happy memories fill my heart.
So kath thanks for all you do and for always being there for me!!
much love 1000 blessings your brother timothy!!!
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
MY REAL SISTER OF THE WEEK
This week is my real sister maureen, we always managed to get into fun trouble together growing up, we grew apart and sort of fell out of touch for a while but now we are building back
our relationship as brother and sister, she is a survior in every sense of the word.
She escaped that small town I got away from in Connectitcut a long time ago.
I love her edge and style she has got it going on not because she has short hair, I feel it is her
strong personality and powerful confidence she projects.
I also want to thank her again during a very dark time for me in 2006, all of her cards seemed to arrive on some very sad days for me, and really managed to pick me up!!
She is cool without trying, she rocks without whining, she conquers without crying.
I love you sister!!!
much love timothy!!!!
our relationship as brother and sister, she is a survior in every sense of the word.
She escaped that small town I got away from in Connectitcut a long time ago.
I love her edge and style she has got it going on not because she has short hair, I feel it is her
strong personality and powerful confidence she projects.
I also want to thank her again during a very dark time for me in 2006, all of her cards seemed to arrive on some very sad days for me, and really managed to pick me up!!
She is cool without trying, she rocks without whining, she conquers without crying.
I love you sister!!!
much love timothy!!!!
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